Open it and look outwards.
You've had enough water, you're drowning.
Time for waiting. In a slow country. Download the largely unavailable, lethargic mood-match of a country album that is Notes Campfire (1996) here. It’s not on streaming, seems forgotten or neglected.
copy of a still from Touch Me Not (Adina Pintilie, 2018)
Interesting music and “lethargic” is a perfect adjective for it.